Sunday, May 15, 2011

say hello, then goodbye

hello,bhlog. hows it hang in?

this week has been hectic. i find myself making decisions. then doubting myself.
making yet again another decisions and start questioning about it all over again .
oiihh .. this is only a taste of adulthood . can i not go there *adulthood*?
sure enough, that's unavoidable . soon after, ill be leaving my job as temp .
ill be leaving erl,the bus,the station,the office,kak ina,my boss,izzati,cik md noor,
the ppl there, the lunch break we use to have,the friday trip to alamanda . this is
so sad :(

ive learned and experienced soo many in this three months*give or take* as a temp staff here . ive made friends and they are awesome . i do have a dream,bhlog, i do .
to studied abroad, to get married,to have a job that i love, to have children,
hear them laugh, to watch them grow, to love my husband, and soo soo many . i hope
Allah is listening to my prayers ,insyaAllah . and if i did go to johor, please
send me friend, a loyal friend, protect me from any harms, keep my faith strong
so that i would NEVER get shaken by anything/anyone. guide me Allah .

i am absurdly terrified of the world right now .

5 Comments:

Blogger ShaRina NiNa said...

make me sad reading this ..
InsyaAllah..allah will hears your prayers..
honestly,i'm afraid too..but the most important is we have to be strong and stay true to Allah :)
insyaAllah..

May 15, 2011 at 8:13 PM  
Blogger نادرة said...

thanks nina, ur awesome :D

lets pray togethr yeah

May 16, 2011 at 7:06 AM  
Blogger Amirah said...

kak..
dapat mane and course ape? :)

May 16, 2011 at 8:34 AM  
Blogger نادرة said...

alaahheeiii amirah heii..

ummmm..

nnt ble uda confirm sye bgtw ye

:P

May 17, 2011 at 4:32 AM  
Blogger Amirah said...

oh..oke :)

May 20, 2011 at 8:54 AM  

Post a Comment

Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]

<< Home