Buzz kill

My head is burden with worry. I am worry about the interview, about my family, about my future. Recently, I heard a heavy dark secret, within this secret lies a dark and bitter past of someone. It shocked me tremendously how dark can someone past be. But that person went through it without any exemption. The things that drove them to do what they had to do. I cried so hard, silently listening to these stories. It makes me wonder, will I be as strong to face such task in the near future? Wallahu’alam