caved in again and again

My expectation in life is to be invisible and I'm good at it.

I'm comfortable to be invisible, but its not making money. 

I'm in my comfort zone and I'm afraid or just refuse the hassle of interacting with people in regards to money

I did think of offering my photography services to others, but I still feel like I'm unworthy of it.

When it comes to offering myself, or my services, I caved in, resort to thinking that I'm not worth it and because no one has ever took a chance on me or rather, 

I have never took any chances with myself.