together, we shall cast ourselves into the future

 this was my good-bye song.

this song conveys the things in my heart, things that i could not say properly

how i wish things would turn out better

how i hope you who (had) to walk out and leave, your absence would hurt me less, 

how i hope i wouldn't be bother by any of your absence

how i wish nothing would change, despite all of you not being here, by my side, to listen to my rants and mumbles, to fight with me, or fight for me.

all of you leaving, it feels like a blanket have been lifted, my soft warm blanket, my armor, that kept me safe, despite the cold harsh weather, blanket who's always there when i need a rest, or recharge.

but all of you made me, left me with pieces of yourself in me, so i will have to settle with that, what you've left me

and despite everything, we just have to move on, despite everything.